how i wish we could be married soon😢
i hate to hide secrets,
especially when i am the secret itself.
i dont know whats exactly waiting for me ahead… sometimes i just cant help feeling helpless and desperate. i hate the feeling but, we are not protected by the law, not even admitted, because we not yet have become the lowest age for marriage. reaults can be bitter, just like the way we experienced 2 years ago. sadly in 300 days we might be further apart, maybe in different cities… and his parents hated me because i looked like a disgrace to them, i looked like a whore, a slut, a loser, a stupid bitch who chased their foxy son for their stupid savings, and later i was transformed into a freaking sex machine in their eyes.(they just spoiled him and asked him to be in no realtionship until he graduated from university, which is completely impossible) now i guess they have forgotten me already, or not, but they dont know i have won a little battle by telling him to get a tattoo of my name. i sid this to make sure hes mine, tho i understand it can be removed, i just wanted to comfort myself… im envious, to his cousin who had his little daughter when he was only 17, and all the people who can get married in law before 20/22. i dont know how to stop being panic until the truth comes.😢😢😢
&, IF YOU KNOW WHICH COUNTRY/AREA PROVIDES MARRIAGE CERTIFICATION SERVICE FOR FOREIGNERS(WE ARE PRC CITIZENS) PLEASE PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT! i’ll check if going there after my high school graduation is available. i would be really grateful because foreign marriage certificates are admitted by the Chinese government and you’ll be doing a great job helping us! ty😞
i wish i had a man who was willing to wait 400 years for me and turned his back on the whole world😌. in a way Dracula is a heartwarming and admirable character… a monster full of love, heartbreaking, great love.